strip malls and relics of suburbia depress me like no other

we should talk about WHITE PRIVILEGE in the American Church

I’ve had enough.

good, it’s raining.

my sanity is back.

today’s weather was so lethargic and hateful

i’m pissed

all these fools crave for America’s used-to-be’s

they want chivalry and cowboys

they underestimate the filth and fear and sweat

stupid white suburban children

(rugby players. so beautiful)

Cal, I will always cry for you.

let the records state: on May 16th I went to the opera. The wild west has become an apparent theme this spring: full of its romance and idealism, new growth, Jud and other humans. East of Eden and Oklahoma on my mind, it was a pleasant day with pleasant company. Save for the green windows on the train, I enjoyed everything.